BUY ME.

The strangest thing happened today. I went to the mall, just to browse around with zero intention of purchasing anything until as soon as i set foot in the first store this immediate rush of want and a flood of urge swept over me, enveloping in immense need for everything i happened to lay my wandering eyes upon. The dress that was actually rather bland seemed to jump off the rack, smothering me in desire, the lipsticks in their fancy little packaging screamed my name lustfully and dozens of shoes magically appeared on my feet desperatly pleaing to join my already embarrassingly extensive collection. My head started to spin, my palms got clammy, fingers ran themselves over the surface of any item them could get ahold of, frantically grabbing stuff to take with me. I had to almost sprint out of the store to clear out my head and hide from all the daunting temptation. I sulked back home, the stunning, appealing items dancing, swirling around in my mind. I looked in my closet back home ashamed of all the clothes, immediatly embarassed by all the impractical shoes, the makeup-every colour of the rainbow. I felt trapped, suffocated beyond belief. I do love my stuff, my clothes are like my friends, but i've decided to avoid all shopping centers for a while now. Possibly just spend that extra time building stronger realtionships with the stuff i do have and not have some more pointless flings with extra things that aren't needed.